Journal

I remember the moment in my inner work when the question began to change: I was tired after facilitating another intense group process, barely getting by, with random somatic symptoms constantly popping up like mushrooms after the rain. I was doing so much inner work, and yet the body was still in pain. I couldn't take it anymore, something had to change.

Yet, I couldn't change my circumstances. I felt a strong sense of responsibility for the people I was working with and, of course, my livelihood was dependent on what I was doing.

So I started to create a map of the path that had already been walked in this life...

Some words begin to carry too many meanings that do not always belong to the same world. Imagine this: a word starts as a doorway, then becomes a room, then a whole building in which everyone is entering through different doors, looking for different things and assuming they are in the same place - but they are not.

Tantra is one of those words.

For one person, it means sacred sexuality. For another, intimacy and polarity. For another, pleasure, freedom in the body, goddess spirituality, emotional opening, energy or the healing of shame around desire...